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i feel like i give my friends everything, im always there for them helping them when shit gets fucked up in their life but yet my lifes been fucked up for over a year and no one gives a shit. All they care abt is themselves. And what sucks is they all have b/f's and when theirs problems with their b/fs thats when they call me and complain over n over and they take advantage of their b/f and it pisses me off cuz i sit here n see them make the fucking mistakes i make and when i try to help them they dont take it and in the end im right. It pisses me off. And my friends expect me to be the fucking third wheel....i mean comeone why the fuck would any one in their right mind wanna do that ? Honestly when i get a b/f i actually care abt and wanna spend alot of time with im doing to them what their doing to me. And one day their gonna need me and im not gonna be there. We'll see what they do then
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Friday Angie took my shift at work. My Mom picked up Kathy on her way home from work and Kathy my family and i went to that new Mexican resturant Acapoko's ( sp ). It was actually really good. Kathy and i went back to my house and got ready. My phone didnt seem to stop ringing that night and it didnt help that it was pratically dead. Sean called and invited us over Shumays so we finished gettin ready and left for his house. We got there n there were acouple ppl there. Sean Carlos and i went for a packie run and then went to Victory to get red bull. When we got back to Shumays alittle more ppl were there and beruit was being played. Austin showed up alittle later and Sean went to smoke with Rob Vine and Vopa, so i went along. Omg it was the most hilarious thing i think i have EVER seen. This wicked girly song came on and i made them keep it, and u know how when it gets near the end of the song the chorus plays over n over well it was doing that and all of a sudden Sean starts snapping to the beat, Vine joined in then Vopa started clapping to the beat and all three of these guys were clapping to this huge girly song and Rob and i were just quiet watching them and all of a sudden Vines like " WTF WERE WE DOING " and we ALL burst out laughing it was the most hilarious thing i have ever seen ever. Its moments like those that make me love my friends. So i went back to Shumays and just chilled. I had to leave around 11:15 cuz i was tired and had to work early in the morning. So i get home and dumbass me dropped my phone in his yard so i had to drive all the way back.
Saturday had to work 11-5. Got outta work at 5 and picked up Kathy on my way home. We got to my house got are clothes together and went n met up with Eddie. We drove up to Nichols College in his car to visit Justin n spend the night. Justin looked really good i havnt seen him in awhile. We all had so much fun, Kathy and i def needed to get away from Milford, our problems, and everyone in Milford. Nichols is exactly what we needed. We didnt get much sleep tho.
Sunday we came home around 10:30 and Kathy came over and waited for her Mom. When her Mom picked her up i had some lunch then went to bed lol. Kathy called me alittle later on and asked me if i wanted to go clubbin that night. At first i didnt feel like it but i went to Honey Dew, got a coffee and visited Laila then i was in the mood. Got so many phone calls it was ridiculous on a matter that honestly is no ones buisness...
What i do in my life is MY buisness, who i have in my life and who i dont have in my life is my choice. People get so nosey and irritated abt something that has absolutely nothing to do with them and it really makes me mad.
My day was bad and stressing and heartbreaking and just so many things. I ended up going to Kathys and gettin ready. Jess picked us up and we went to Lailas.Laila had to go get Angelique so i drove her car cuz i drive faster so we'd get it done faster. We were on the highway by 8:30 and with Jess driving we made it there by 9:30. The club was fun but i dismissed so many guys they were nasty and one kept touching me in unwanted spots so i kept moving his hands up but he didnt learn so i told him to go screw lol. There was girl fight which was pretty funny, i saw Steve and JawShawn. We were walking out and these guys were like " we didnt know they let fat chicks in the club " and i thought they were talking to me so i turned around and was like " i know im alittle chunky but u dont need to be so mean " and hes like " sweetheart im not talking to u " and he was talking to Erin and they were just being dickheads to her. Gayy
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